I started changing my dating behaviour about 1.5 years ago, and it's become clearer and clearer to me that what I want - need - from people in my life is stability. Reliability. Strength. Not as in, being strong for me - but enabling me to be able to, give me the strength to, the … Continue reading Stability
Category: Ergüsse
Navigating empowerment and isolation
I haven't lived non-monogamy for very long, only 4 years at this point, although I've had the idea around me for 12 years now, so I've been familiar with the existence of non-normative relationships for basically my entire love life. That's a privilege, as I've found. My loneliness trauma has also had a field day with it.
Die Zeit heilt einen Scheiß
Es ist viertel vor 2 Uhr morgens, und ich kann nicht aufhören an sie zu denken. Folgend meine momentane Situation. Ich studiere. Medientechnik. Noch. Ich weiß nicht, ob ich das Studium halten kann. Es ist manchmal wirklich schwer, vor allem die Mathe-Anteile - und da ich in den bisherigen 7 Semestern ausschließlich die Fächer gemacht … Continue reading Die Zeit heilt einen Scheiß